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Chapter 608 Answer
Chapter 608 Answer
"Yeah, of course!"
Zhou Xiaonan nodded and said, "Why do you always feel that you are not good-looking?"
"I……"
Chen Zhirui was suddenly speechless. He didn't know how to answer Zhou Xiaonan's question.
Chen Zhirui didn’t know why he felt that he was ugly. It might be because when he was a child, he was called a fat boy and other children didn’t want to play with him.
Later, after going to school, his body shape was always used as a joke by his classmates.
He became increasingly inferior and introverted.
Later on, he got used to being laughed at and simply stopped caring.
Be fat if you are fat, be ugly if you are ugly.
No matter what, no one will like him, so it doesn't matter.
He tried hard to live in his own closed circle and refused all social interactions.
If he hadn't met such a group of good roommates and friends in college, he would probably still be that depressed fat guy now.
When playing with Gong Yoo and others, he almost forgot about his body defects. Apart from being occasionally called fat, he had almost no appearance anxiety in college.
If it weren’t for the meeting on New Year’s Eve, perhaps Chen Zhirui would not have awakened.
Of course, New Year's Eve was just a fuse, and the encouraging words that Liu said to him later were not the ultimate reason for him to make up his mind.
What really restored his confidence and made him determined to lose weight was actually Zhou Xiaonan’s encouragement.
If it weren’t for Zhou Xiaonan’s words “Chen Xiaopang”, perhaps he would never like the word “fat” in his life.
Because I like her, I don't even find the way she calls me annoying.
Ever since he discovered that he liked Xiaonan Zhou, his previous inferiority complex had been infinitely magnified.
He often wondered how he could be worthy of Zhou Xiaonan?
He is a big fat man.
He is not good-looking.
But Zhou Xiaonan is not.
She studies very well.
She has ideals and aspirations.
She is so beautiful.
She is so perfect, why would she fall in love with me who is useless?
The reason why she gets along well with herself is only because she is good at playing games and she just treats herself as a gaming partner.
The more Chen Zhirui fell into the vortex of self-affirmation, the more he denied himself and everything about himself - people with low self-esteem can only see their own shortcomings.
After a long time, he almost forgot why he lost weight in the first place.
Maybe, it's because of many reasons.
Maybe, no reason is needed.
Is it enough reason to make yourself better and deserve all the love?
However, he always felt that he was not good enough yet, was not worthy of those who liked him, and had no right to like others.
So, let’s go back to Zhou Xiaonan’s question: “Why do you always feel that you are not good-looking?”
If Chen Zhirui had to answer, he would say: "Because... I like you! But my inferiority complex outweighs my love for you!"
Chen Zhirui thought to himself, his Adam's apple sliding up and down slightly, his lips seemed to be sewn together with needle and thread, he could not say what was in his heart after all.
"You're so quiet, why aren't you talking again?"
"what?"
Chen Zhirui smiled bitterly, shook his head and said, "You don't have to comfort me, I know myself..."
"..."
Zhou Xiaonan was a little speechless. She raised her hand and pinched Chen Zhirui's arm again. She was hot-tempered and didn't wait for him to finish his words before she cursed: "Psycho!"
After Zhou Xiaonan finished speaking, he walked forward quickly and walked several meters away in the blink of an eye.
"Hey, hey..."
Chen Zhirui hurriedly chased after him.
However, an angry girl is not that easy to pursue.
Zhou Xiaonan, who activated "Sprint", couldn't catch him at all. Even if she was about to catch him, she would sprint before being touched by Chen Zhirui, and then the distance between them would become very far again.
Gong Yoo secretly said in his heart: "I have a say in this, because an angry girlfriend is indeed harder to catch than a pig during the Chinese New Year!"
When they were almost at the gymnasium, Zhou Xiaonan finally slowed down - because she didn't know how to enter, so she had to follow Chen Zhirui.
The original road leading to the stadium has been blocked, and now one can only bypass a bunch of restricted roadblocks and then enter through the four security gates, but at this moment the four security gates are also full of people.
Music and excited shouts were already being heard in the gymnasium.
Just by listening to the sound, you can tell how exciting it is inside.
Chen Zhirui had received the message from Du Hongyuan a long time ago and knew that Kong Liu had reserved an exclusive channel for them, so he did not foolishly take Zhou Xiaonan to queue up.
After entering through the exclusive ticket gate, the volunteers took the two to the stands on the second floor.
Du Hongyuan put his arm around Chen Zhirui's neck and said, "You are finally here."
When the other people heard Du Hongyuan's movement, they all turned around and looked in the direction of Chen Zhirui and Zhou Xiaonan.
Zhou Xiaonan greeted everyone warmly, while Chen Zhirui apologized to everyone with an apologetic look on his face, saying that he was late.
Gong Yoo smiled at Chen Zhirui, pointed at the two empty seats and said, "You guys sit here."
"it is good."
Chen Zhirui nodded and sat next to Du Hongyuan, but Zhou Xiaonan, who had just been angry with him, didn't seem to intend to sit down. She ran to the second-floor guardrail to watch the show.
The performance had already started on the stadium stage. The first to go on stage was Cai Dingliu, who was the first person to be pranked by Du Hongyuan at noon.
It must be said that although Brother Cai is an idol, he is very strong in singing. His several English songs made the girls in the audience fall in love with him.
Although he was previously attacked by the entire network, he is indeed capable, otherwise there wouldn't be so many black fans turning into true fans.
Zhou Xiaonan stood on tiptoe, looking at the first floor of the gymnasium which was densely packed with people. It was a huge black mass, and couldn't help but sigh: "I didn't expect that before graduation, I could still see the Jiaotong University gymnasium full of people. It's really a rare thing."
"Yeah." Gu Chenxi continued her words, "Usually during physical education classes, this place looks very empty."
"This is just the beginning." Gong Liu said with a smile, "The open-air stadium at night will definitely be more spectacular."
Zhou Xiaonan turned to look at Gong Liu and said, "My favorite star will be there tonight. Can you give me an autograph?"
Gong Liu did not answer her directly, but said: "Xiao Chen will go to the stadium to volunteer tonight. He is backstage. If you want any autograph, just ask him."
"Yes, yes." Chen Zhirui, who was sitting at his seat, immediately responded, "Whatever autograph you want, I'll get it for you!"
"..."
Zhou Xiaonan didn't respond.
Seeing that the situation was not right, Gong Liu immediately tried to smooth things over and asked Chen Zhirui to accompany him to the toilet: "Xiao Chen, come on, accompany me to the toilet."
“Ah? Oh…”
Chen Zhirui nodded immediately, stood up and followed Kong Liu towards the bathroom.
(End of this chapter)