A foreign city, dear you

Chapter 362: Free and relaxed

"Do you just look down on me so much?" Cheng Dianfei was unwilling and puzzled: "In what way am I inferior to her? I am younger than her, more beautiful than her, and I am more capable than her at work. I can replace her. She can't do any of these things like sharing your burdens and being able to partner with you."

"There are many kinds of partners. I go to work and she takes care of the house and the children. This is also a kind of partnership."

"Don't we have more in common?"

"We speak the language of work, and she and I speak the language of home. Although she can't communicate with me at work at home, home is where we live."

"You defend her," Cheng Dianfei felt sour in her heart: "I don't believe that a person who has not been working for a long time can understand your thoughts and share your burdens."

"You are wrong. First of all, she has a better education than me. Secondly, although she does not go to work, she is also a very thoughtful person. I follow her arrangements in many places. In fact, I just go to class. , she worries about more things than me, and her contribution to the family is no less than mine. And..."

"And what?"

"Moreover, marriage is a lifelong thing. We can't just look at the present. It is also connected with the past and the future. When we first got married, she had a decent job, but I had achieved nothing and had nothing, but she never left me. Don’t give up.”

"I didn't meet you earlier, otherwise I would have never left you."

"Therefore, some established sequences in life are not easy to change, and in many cases they cannot be changed."

"What if," feeling sad and aggrieved, Cheng Dianfei was unwilling to go on to the end: "If I met you before her or at the same time as her, would you choose me?"

Cao Xueqian thought for a moment and said: "There are no ifs in life, so no answer is meaningful."

……

Cheng Dianfei's second glass of wine has gradually dropped to the bottom of the glass.

Her heart also sank to the bottom little by little.

It turned out that in the beginning, I overestimated myself.

If this love competition really starts, even if she tries her best, she is destined to lose.

Headache, dizziness;

Heart, empty.

This is love, which can't be explained clearly, is confused, and is miserable.

She and him are destined to have no ending.

But how could she stop loving him?

On Wednesday, she mustered up the courage to confess her love to him and kiss him. That night, she was immersed in the excitement, shyness and sweetness, thinking that she finally didn't have to suffer the pain of unrequited love, and finally waited for his redemption. ;

On Thursday morning, that is, yesterday morning, she called him and wanted to ride in his car to go to the company. She found that he suddenly lost the gentleness she had imagined. He said in a hurry that his car had rear-ended someone else's car, and... He hung up the phone without explanation.

At that moment, she felt as sad as a cat scratching her heart. She didn't know whether what he said was true or false. Even if he really rear-ended her, why did he hang up the phone in such a hurry?

Yesterday and today, she couldn't guess the changes in his heart.

She missed him so much, every fiber of her being was filled with longing, but she couldn't express it to him. In the office, she was so close to him, yet they seemed so far away.

She felt like she was going to be ground into powder by Missing, and the powder would have nowhere to scatter.

Then when he got off work, he said he wanted to treat her to dinner...

Why did she come and come so happily?

Cheng Dianfei raised his head and drank the last drop of wine in the glass.

A blush appeared on her fair face, and the person in front of her became a little blurry.

Am I drunk?

good! It’s good to be drunk! When you are drunk, all worries and pain will disappear.

Cheng Dianfei felt her head was a little dizzy and heavy, but she still reached for the bottle.

Cao Xueqian moved the wine bottle.

He couldn't watch Cheng Dianfei get drunk.

"Brother Qian, give me the wine, I want to drink enough."

"Cheng Dianfei, please wake up! You are living in your imagination. How can I be as good as you think?"

"You're not good, you're not good, of course you're not good! You took my heart away, but you don't care about anything." Cheng Dianfei shouted unconsciously. There were tears in the corners of her eyes and a sad smile on the corners of her mouth.

Cao Xueqian also felt very uncomfortable.

Now that everything that needs to be said has been said and the attitude that needs to be expressed has been expressed, it is better to end this sad dinner as soon as possible and let myself disappear from her face as soon as possible.

Although I didn't eat much of the food on the table, I seemed to be unable to eat any more.

Although Cheng Dianfei was in so much pain, he could do nothing here except increase her pain.

"Otherwise," Cao Xueqian said hesitantly, "let's just eat here today. How do you think you're going to get back to the dormitory?"

Cao Xueqian's words seemed to take away all the light from Cheng Dianfei's eyes.

She twitched the corners of her mouth and sneered twice, revealing sadness and sadness.

Tears suddenly filled her eyes, and then flowed down like spring water, melting her makeup and blurring her vision.

This is my, poor love, ending before it even begins.

He was so heartless and couldn't wait to leave.

From now on, where can I call "Brother Qian"?

To whom should I tell my love and pain?

……

Cheng Dianfei felt very miserable.

She cried silently, and then started to cry. Her tears wet the tabletop...

Cao Xueqian also felt very uncomfortable.

He took out his mobile phone and dialed Guo Zi's number...

"Cheng Dianfei," Cao Xueqian said apologetically: "Well, I have already called Guo Zi, and she will be here soon. Sorry, I will leave first. You take care of yourself."

Crying, more mournful crying...

Tears, more raging tears...

The heartless person, the person I loved deeply, he really abandoned me. He was so stingy that he never comforted me or hugged me. He is gone and will never look at me again...

*

Cao Xueqian paid the bill and walked out of Xiangyuan Hotel, feeling sad but relaxed at the same time.

What's sad is that every word he said to Cheng Dianfei just now hurt her heart.

Seeing Cheng Dianfei in so much pain and sadness made him feel very uncomfortable.

He knew that Cheng Dianfei's tears and Cheng Dianfei's drunkenness were all because she loved him so deeply that she couldn't let it go.

But in the face of her affection, what he repaid was his cruelty.

Only he himself knows that in fact he is reluctant to let go, and his heart will hurt. For a moment, he wanted to give up on his decision.

But he couldn't give up, and he didn't give up in the end. This was what made him feel relaxed.

This decision was planned in Cao Xueqian's mind starting yesterday.

That is, he must have a clear attitude towards Cheng Dianfei, so that Cheng Dianfei can give up his illusions and cut off his dangerous path.

Ambiguity will only make everyone more and more miserable;

Only with a bright attitude can life return to what it should be.

For Cheng Dianfei, hope is the end of her wrong emotions.

Today's meal must have been painful for her, and she couldn't accept his ruthlessness.

But the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain. Maybe after the pain is completely over, she will give up on him and go to find her true happiness;

For Ye Lian, she is also in pain, but as long as he has nothing to do with Cheng Dianfei, she will one day get out of the pain.

He promised Ye Lian that he would look back. He also knew that Ye Lian could no longer trust him easily, but he would prove it to her with actions. He would slowly warm up Ye Lian's injured heart. .

Xiang Cheng Dianfei's bright attitude today was one of his actions.

For himself, it is also a kind of self-salvation.

Although this emotion that he shouldn't have can stimulate him, ignite his passion, and arouse his excitement, his heart has always been in a trance and indulged in guilt, and he has been very tired every day.

Ye Lian was in so much pain that Ye Lian said she wanted a divorce, which made him realize the seriousness of the matter, woke him up from his trance, and made him determined to completely break away from this wrong relationship.

Today, he did it. He explained his attitude to Cheng Dianfei. From now on, the relationship between him and Cheng Dianfei can only be that of colleagues, nothing else.

This way, he felt relaxed.