I Don't Want to Be a Charmboy【Quick Wear】

Chapter 272 The Miao Youth is a Proud Male Supporting Role (49) Shang Xun Extra

After going around in circles, I still have nothing.

--born

Who am I? Am I Cang Lanting or Shang Xun?

At that moment when my memory was clear, I finally understood my identity.

I am Sheng, a god, a god who rules over a small world.

Even as a god, I have my own constraints and taboos.

When I was still a split soul, I turned into Canglanting, the son of destiny of the small world, and lost all my memories, just to follow the plot and nourish my soul.

At that time, I was just a person without a past and without emotions, until I met him - my senior brother Lin Shen.

Lin Shen, he is handsome and delicate. Just one glance at him makes me unforgettable forever.

From that moment on, my heart was firmly tied to him.

However, he hated me and even wanted to kill me.

Although I survived, that was the setting of the plot and I was in extreme pain.

Since I have no memory, I don't know why he hates me so much.

Without knowing it, I had imprisoned him and possessed him, but his disgust only grew.

In the end, he ran away, and I cried for a long time.

I sacrificed myself, and the memory returned.

I am a god, but because I committed suicide prematurely, my soul has not been repaired.

However, I didn't care, I just wanted to find him.

But he is gone, and there is no trace of him in my little world anymore.

I can't find him, why is this happening?

The Lord God told me that he was a missionary. I suddenly understood and my heart was filled with joy.

Fortunately, as long as he is here, there is still hope.

My soul is too weak to maintain my own little world.

My younger brother suggested that I go to his little world to repair my soul, and I agreed.

Only after it is repaired can I go to him.

In my companion's world, I tried again and again to repair my soul.

I kept my memory of Canglan Ting so as not to forget him, even if I was somewhere else.

I don’t know how many times it was before I finally met him.

At that moment, all the pain and waiting became worth it, because I finally found my Lin Shen, the one who made me fall in love with him at first sight.

In order to keep him, I resorted to some means.

But he will leave eventually, I know this day will come sooner or later.

But he promised to wait for me, and I believed him.

When I heard from him again, it was the sad news that he had passed away.

He said he would wait for me to come back, but he lied to me. I was devastated, he was such a liar.

When I saw him again, he was lying in a cold coffin. I looked at his familiar face and my eyes were blurred with tears.

I missed him so much, I had just found him and lost him again.

At that moment, my heart was broken and I felt like dying.

In order to avenge him, I worked hard to develop the Shang Kingdom and made every effort to make it strong enough to shake the Jin Kingdom.

During those days, I worked day and night with only one belief in my heart, to avenge him.

Finally, the Shang cavalry broke through the Jin siege and stormed into the imperial city.

I thought I could avenge him, but Jin Xu'an was already dead.

Standing on top of the imperial city, I was confused and at a loss.

I achieved my goal, but why is there no joy in my heart?

At that moment, I suddenly realized that I seemed to have lost motivation all of a sudden.

I once thought that revenge for him was the only thing that kept me alive.

But now, I find that without him in the world, everything becomes meaningless.

Perhaps, from the moment he left me, my world has lost its color.

I was already terminally ill, and every cell in my body was telling me about fatigue and pain.

As the night deepened and everyone was asleep, my desire to die grew stronger and stronger. The urge to be free spread like wildfire and could not be contained.

My fear of death has long disappeared. Instead, I am full of anticipation, looking forward to the moment when I can finally rest.

In the last stage of my life, I calmly dealt with everything behind me.

Everything was ready, and I took the prepared poison without any hesitation.

At that moment, I didn't feel fear, but instead felt an unprecedented sense of ease and happiness.

I think I can finally end this long pain, and perhaps I can see him whom I miss so much in another world.

As the poison took effect, my body gradually became weaker and my breathing became weaker and weaker.

But the joy in my heart reached its peak, and I smiled as if I saw a bright future ahead.

At the moment of my death, an intense light enveloped me, and my soul seemed to be cleansed, and a sense of clarity I had never felt before came over me.

At this moment, all my memories came back to me.

The lost love, the past happiness, the pain and sorrow, everything is replaying in my mind like a movie.

I remembered him, remembered every little detail about us, and remembered the promise I had made to find him.

My spirit has been restored and is no longer confined to this broken body.

"Keep your little world safe, and you'll see him!"

"Really? My God."

"I never lie."

"it is good."

Jiji: "The author fell down and broke his butt. He cried while writing a novel and asked for comfort."