I was dressed as a vicious daughter, and the villain eavesdropped on my thoughts.

Chapter 170: Meeting “Myself”

The person opposite had a face exactly like Lu Anan, but the difference was that Lu Anan was lively and full of vitality, while the person opposite was extremely thin, with sunken cheeks, and gave off a sense of withering all over his body. There was an indescribable aura of despair lingering around him, which was so heavy that it was suffocating.

"Why... did it become like this?"

Lu Anan's gaze was fixed on the "self" in front of her, her eyes were red, her voice was trembling, and she was choking with uncontrollable sobs.

The person opposite her had a look of tenderness and relief. She gently looked at the energetic and vigorous Lu Anan, with a faint smile on her lips: "Hello, Lu Anan, I am... Anan."

"An An" took a few steps forward and stopped in front of Lu An An. Her withered fingers gently traced the contours of Lu An An's face. Her eyes gradually turned red, but she forcibly restrained herself from letting the tears fall.

She smiled and nodded, her voice slowly spilling out: "That's great, Lu Anan, you are happy now."

Lu Anan tightly grasped the bony hand. In an instant, he seemed to feel the overwhelming despair of "Anan". His heart ached. Lu Anan bent down involuntarily. Every breath seemed to be cut apart in his chest, and a faint smell of blood seemed to fill his mouth.

"An'an" gently held her in his arms, and said in a soft voice: "Don't be sad, you did a good job. Congratulations, Lu An'an, you successfully protected your parents and brothers. You are better than me and protected the people you love."

Lu Anan paused for a long time before asking, "Why...why don't I have such a memory?"

"An An" smiled and said, "Just like your master said, I made a deal with him and Tian Dao in exchange for a chance to restart the small world and change my fate. Your memories are sorted out by me, and they are the most suitable for the present. They are your own memories."

She seemed to have thought of something interesting, and a beautiful smile appeared on her pale face.

"But I didn't expect that you would argue with me for so long because of these memories. It's quite interesting to argue with yourself."

But then her eyes dimmed.

"An'an, I hope you don't blame me. I've experienced the pain of restarting the world every time. Those memories have been stuffed into my mind again and again. In addition to deepening my hatred and despair, they have also made me lose my judgment of the enemy. Pei Sheng and I are too familiar with each other, so there is no way for me and him to really end it."

"His conspiracy was too big. In my current state, I couldn't respond rationally. I couldn't protect my family every time. So when I made a deal with your master, I asked to change your memory."

She touched Lu An'an's head and continued, "Actually, it's not appropriate to say that you are me. An'an, you are a brand new you. Pei Sheng doesn't understand you now and has no way of predicting your next steps. You give me hope that you can stop him."

Lu Anan's voice was dry: "What is his conspiracy?"

"An An" said in a heavy voice: "He wants to destroy the world."

Lu Anan frowned: "Why?"

"An An" said slowly, "He has a cold father, a violent mother, an illegitimate child, and a broken man. These are the settings for him as the male protagonist. I woke up earlier than him and didn't want to follow the sadomasochistic script of redeeming him and beating three children to end the relationship. In order to fight against the plot, I stayed away from him early. It should be because of me that Pei Sheng also woke up quickly, but unlike me, he couldn't accept that his miserable life was artificially created, and he completely turned evil."

"Pei Sheng knew the subsequent direction of the plot. He knew that I, as the heroine, had also awakened, so he wanted to cooperate with me to overthrow the world. However, because I knew the plot, I hated him and was unwilling to cooperate with him. In order to force me, he started to attack the people around me. In his opinion, I was unwilling to join forces with him because there were too many people around me who were dragging me down, such as my parents and brothers. So he began to remove the obstacles around me according to his wishes."

"An An" curled the corners of his mouth sarcastically.

"The plot has completely changed. The hero and heroine have become enemies. The small world is unstable and restarts again and again. The two of us are awakening faster and faster. Every time we awaken, the memory of the last time will return to our minds. So the result is that we are trapped in a cycle of restarting the world. Pei Sheng and I are completely at war."

A trace of pain flashed across "An An's" eyes.

"As Pei Sheng awakens, his mind becomes more and more thoughtful, and he understands me better and better. All my plans are transparent in his eyes. I have failed too many times. In order to completely defeat him, Tiandao and I asked the Spacetime Administration for this opportunity to reshape him."

She raised her head and looked at Lu An'an with gentle and firm eyes, and said softly: "An'an, your master has taken good care of you. I haven't seen myself so vividly for a long time. Thank you."

Lu Anan shook her head with empty eyes. She had no memory of what "she" said, but as she narrated, the pain in her heart grew deeper and deeper.

She did not doubt the truth of this statement, but... she felt a little sad that "she" had experienced so many desperate things.

She opened her mouth and said in a hoarse voice: "What should I do?"

"An'an" smiled slightly: "Just be yourself, you've done a good job, haven't you? Mom, Dad, and brothers are all by your side, and you've even changed the endings of other people. An'an, don't feel burdened, you've been great."

She hugged Lu Anan gently again, and her voice dissipated in the air like the wind.

"An An, I hope you can take good care of yourself on the road ahead. I believe in you and you can do it. Thank you...thank you."

With a very light "thank you", Lu Anan's vision returned to normal and she returned to her master's courtyard.

On the opposite side, the master felt the last breath of "An An" dissipate and sighed softly.

Looking at his little apprentice's face with tears streaming down his face, he squeezed the envelope in his hand, thought about it, and quietly put it back.

The little girl is so sad now, so let’s not add more burden to her.

only……

The master frowned and thought in his mind.

Should I tell his little disciple about the identity of that brat Fu Zhiyan now?