A righteous young hero? But I am a demonic cultist.

Yue Buqun: "I've observed him for a long time. Yue Yuan is upright, kind-hearted, and incredibly talented. I'm confident that the Huashan Sect will be passed down to him." Zhang Sanfeng: "I admit there was an element of gambling in accepting him as a disciple, but I gambled correctly. He is so upright and kind; he is exactly the successor I've been looking for." Qiu Chuji: "I misjudged Yang Kang before, but this time Yue Yuan is definitely a righteous gentleman. Yue Yuan is the future hope of my Quanzhen Sect." ... Yue Yuan: I am an evil demonic cultist, not some righteous young hero. On Mount Hua, I opened a secret passage and openly mocked the Huashan Sect for being inferior to the Divine Cult. On Mount Song, I eliminated Zuo Lengchan, the leader of the righteous path, dealing a heavy blow to the righteous forces. On Mount Wudang, I rescued the daughter of the Holy Cult's Dharma King, dealing a heavy blow to the six major sects. On Bright Peak, I rescued everyone from the Holy Cult, once again dealing a blow to the six major sects. In Yuan Dadu, I rebelled against the orthodox court and drove it out of the Central Plains. Within the Quanzhen Sect, I defied ancestral precepts by marrying Li Mochou, a female demon from the Ancient Tomb Sect… Each and every one of these acts demonstrates that I am a demonic figure within the cult, but why is my inner energy growing brighter? Shouldn't the inner energy of us demons be black? Also, why is a yellow robe draped over my body? I truly am a demonic figure within the cult…