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"What a sharp tongue you have, Xiao Ningzi! Who corrupted you?!"

"Nonsense, she was always this bad. You're mistaken, Ningzi."

Toyokawa Nyanko emerged from Lemon's retreating figure, and Ningko could tell that she was also feeling unwell.

However, Ningzi did have far fewer wounds.

"What, I thought you had been exiled to the ends of the earth."

"No... I was brought out by her, but it was really tiring."

The "she" that Ningzi mentioned is none other than Ningzi, who is now sitting next to Ningzi without any regard for her image.

She crossed her legs cutely, and although it was clear she wanted to appear powerful, it had almost no effect.

After all, Ningzi is cute, just as cute as Ningzi.

"It was me. After all, I noticed that Ningzi's condition has been too normal lately, so I thought of coming out to correct Ningzi."

"what?"

Toyokawa Reiko sat on the other side of Ningzi, and her gaze toward Ningzi turned one of disgust and disdain.

"Come on, you piece of trash. You think you're worthy of lecturing Ningzi?"

"Yes, yes."

Ningzi leaned back and lay on the soft sofa, watching the two of them sing and dance back and forth, having a great time.

Luckily, I always carry two small fry with me, otherwise, there would be many times when I was so bored that I was about to commit suicide and there was no one to keep me company.

"Huh? I don't have the ability? Toyokawa Lemon, have you lost your mind?"

A hint of fire appeared in his scarlet eyes.

She disliked people like Ningzi who tried to stop the inevitable trend.

Ningzi has been abnormal for many years, and the trend has been that she is becoming more and more abnormal.

Isn't it fine if things just continue like this? Why do you always have so many things to do and want to interfere in everything? You never think about Ningzi's feelings or whether she needs your meddling.

If things had continued to be abnormal, I wouldn't even need to exist anymore... Now I still exist, and will even continue for many more years... These are all Ningzi's mistakes.

Toyokawa Nyanko turned Ningzi's head and stared intently into her cloudy amber eyes.

"I bet you wouldn't dare disobey her, right?"

"Her? You mean Ningzi?"

"Yes, you absolutely wouldn't dare."

"Huh? Huh? Are you kidding me? I can do whatever I want, why would I be afraid to disobey her?"

"Is that so? Then..."

"What exactly do you want to say."

Ningzi tried to stop her, but Ningzi pushed her back down.

“Continue, Ningzi, keep talking.”

"Hmph... I bet I can make you unhappy, or even infuriate you, with just one sentence."

"Huh? You really look down on me? Who do you think I am, Toyokawa Ningko?"

"Ahem, well then, I'll begin... You have to cooperate by saying: 'Do you not like me as much as before?'"

"?"

Ningzi had to get serious; she straightened her back and stared at Ningzi:

"Huh? Okay, I told you... you don't like me as much as you used to."

Toyokawa Nyanko seemed to be getting into the zone, and after a long period of contemplation, she spoke softly:

"Correct."

"..."

Ningzi did not hear Ningzi's answer.

The sound that entered her ears was murky, a mixture of different sounds from reality.

"Why... did you answer with just this one word?"

Toyokawa Ningko admitted that she was indeed in a bad mood.

Ningzi made the sounds of Deng, Aine, Xiangzi, and others... Toyokawa Ningko could not possibly be mistaken.

But this level of anger was not enough to infuriate Toyokawa Ningko.

Ridiculous, you scoundrel, is that all you've got?

Toyokawa Nyanko noticed that Ningzi's expression was off, and she didn't let the opportunity pass, continuing to answer Ningzi's questions.

She said:

"do not know what to say."

"..."

The same muddy voice.

The answer was still the same perfunctory one.

You're not even willing to add a "because" at the beginning.

Ha ha ha ha?

Did someone pull out your tongue and you can't speak like a normal person anymore? So stingy with words? Have you had enough of this pretense? Huh?

Why should you use their voices when you say such things?

Ningzi admitted that she was indeed a little angry.

She hates this kind of chatting the most; she finds it extremely distasteful.

If she says a lot but only receives a few bland words in return, her first reaction is frustration.

It's not quite reddish-brown yet.

But if you continue asking, such as, "What are you doing? You're being so perfunctory," "Are you feeling unwell?" or "Are you busy?"...

The nobody on the other side could only say things like, "It's nothing, I just don't want to talk," "I'm tired," "I don't know what to say," and "I don't know."

Ningzi really gets angry.

Chapter 191. You savage! Here's a punch for you!

Some people are just too lenient.

Toyokawa Yasuko despised and hated this type of person the most.

Everyone wants to reciprocate sincerity.

You said you also wanted to open up to each other like this.

Okay, Ningzi promises you, Ningzi cares about you, and will share happy things with you, and occasionally secretly reveal a little bit of sad things to see if you hate it.

Haha, these small fry are quite funny.

For example, the girl I met in the old house courtyard when I was a child... Toyokawa Ningko will remember her for a lifetime.

She was a very smart girl, smart enough to attend junior high school when she was only seven or eight years old.

That guy answered Ningzi with the same ferocious words he used now.

At that time, Ningzi was advised to stay home and recuperate.

They described all sorts of symptoms, but in the end, the adults just silently told her: depression.

Yes, Toyokawa Ningko is just a patient with depression; all other claims are rumors.

She was allowed to roam freely in the garden, but Ningzi didn't like the garden until a little girl emerged from the bushes that afternoon.

The girl had wine-red eyes and long blue hair, but Toyokawa Ningko could no longer remember her face.

Uh...

When Xiangzi wasn't around, such as when Xiangzi went to school, it was this companion who emerged from the bushes who kept her company.

Day after day... Ugh.

Ningzi told her all the happy things that happened to her, such as how many pill bugs she caught today and how she secretly poked an adult's butt from behind with a stick yesterday.

At first, the blue-haired, red-eyed girl's answers seemed normal, but later they turned into this pathetic mess.

It's nothing, I just don't want to talk.

I'm tired.

I don't know what to say.

【have no idea】

【Uh-huh】

"Are you done pretending? Huh?"

Toyokawa Ningko pressed down on Ningzi's shoulders and forced her down onto the sofa.

"Am I being too lenient with you? Who gave you permission to answer me like that? Huh? Why are you using that tone and voice? What kind of nonsense are you spouting?"

Blue hair, red eyes… that face became clearly visible… Get out of my memory! This isn’t real… How could you have appeared when I was so young and started tormenting me…

"I'm sorry, but did I manage to upset you?"

“Ningzi, shut up, stop talking, Xiao Ningzi, calm down.”

Toyokawa Reiko had been trying to comfort Ningko by touching the back of her hand from the beginning, but she realized that she was now losing control of the situation.

Ningzi's hands were wrapped around Ningzi's waist, and Ningzi's hands were closing in as if she wanted to strangle Ningzi.

"Why does this remind me of... no one dares to answer me like that anymore. Everyone listens to me very carefully and gives the most considerate and comprehensive answer."

"Why do you still want me to see the worst truth and facts that most people are experiencing... even though..."

I, Toyokawa Ningko, am already a lucky one.

I don't need to be treated like this, I don't need to face such perfunctory answers... No, no, I can't think like that...

This isn't just being perfunctory; after all, people can have their own worries or be very busy... No, no, this shouldn't be done, Ningzi.

After all, who told you that everyone was prepared to exchange sincerity for sincerity?

That's hilarious, don't be so ridiculous.

All along, only you, Toyokawa Ningko, have been so innocent.

You believe that if you put in effort, you will receive a corresponding effort in return.

So you entrusted your feelings to Takamatsu Akari, and then to Chihaya Aine, Hachiman Kairin, Wakaba Mutsumi, Nagasaki Motoyo, and so on.

But who told you, Toyokawa Neko, that…?

They gave you their whole heart... After all, you also had your own secrets, right?

Think about it yourself, isn't it always you who takes the initiative, you who takes the initiative to open their hearts? It's you.

You are the one demanding other people's feelings; you are the one making others entrust their feelings to you.

From beginning to end, you were the only one putting in the effort.

Only you truly believe in an equal exchange.

Only you live with such difficulty.

That's why you're vulnerable.

You've become so hesitant, Ningzi, you don't even dare to do things like suicide anymore, do you?

Because...

"Because I was afraid? Because I was afraid."

Toyokawa Ningko released Toyokawa Ningko's... neck.

She didn't know when it started, but her hands, stained with sin, began to involuntarily grab Ningzi's neck.